Perhaps I need my guardian angel..

Angels..

Everybody has their Guardian angel...
As for me I got nothing...

There is nobody i can turn to that will make me feel better in an instant, not even my parents.

In this situation of mine now, I really hope there is a guardian angel that will be there for me.

To give me the strength i needed and to show the correct pathway of managing my life well..

I need a guardian angel now..

For me to Pour my sorrows on...
For me to share my life on...
For me to share my feelings on...
For me to do everything with her..
For me to have somebody that i can lean on
For me to have her shoulders to cry upon
And For me to have somebody to love..

I’m afraid that I’m too choosy and eager to meet my special one with all the qualities i want had cost me to lose an guardian angel that i did not realise..

I know you are somewhere out there, once i find you, I treasure you like finding a diamond in a land mine..

I will give my life to you my Guardian angel..

Yours Truly,
Muhammad Fazli Bin Mohd Jamil

Quote of the day
~ Everybody needs an Guardian Angel~

Friendship Or Relationships? You choose..

Friends..

They are told that some last forever..
Yes let me emphasize on the word “SOME”..
Only some, while others??
They are thrown away...
I know its kind of selfish to have all your friends to be by your side when you need them..

But sometimes you wish even one of them to be there when you need them the most..
Some prefer Friendships Rather than Relationships..
They said it can last you a lifetime rather than relationships which is fragile like glass.

But Sometimes i prefer Relationships..
During relationships the chances of the other parties to be there for you will be higher as you both share almost everything, (your life, your emotional response, your moods, almost everything.) You can expect the other party to make you feel better when you let it all out..

But for friendships there’s a limit, you can’t blame them if they are not there with you when you needed them the most.. You can’t possibly Asked them to be there when they are busy.

That’s the difference folks..

True friends are there with you in ups and downs in your life.
For me There are always there when i’m in ups...

P.S: I miss having trivia with someone, hope she's will back soon aite?? :) and Rayyan Thanks A lot For Everything(even though its Hard) I appreciate it a lot.

Yours Truly,
Muhammad Fazli Bin Mohd Jamil

Quote Of the day

~ A True Friend Will Be There With Your Ups And Downs~

200-9 A new year and a New Me

Yes, I promise myself there’s a need to change,
Yup i need to change. Firstly bring myself closer to Allah the almighty..
You guys may see there’s nothing wrong with me but within me but Yes, there’s been something wrong with me.
And some of my best friends have notice it. I gonna list some changes..

The Fazli you know does not touch books during his sec days, but for now don’t be shocked if you saw me reading a book at Mrt or wherever you saw me.

The Fazli you know maybe loves to loudmouth and talks loud, but for now I’m trying to be cool as much as possible.

The Fazli you know may not take things seriously, but for now I’m taking everything seriously(don’t worry i know to differentiate jokes and not jokes).

The Fazli you know may loves to play soccer and i know its like 24hr soccer, but for now I’m taking everything as an interest.

The Fazli you know sometimes is secretive, but for now i’m trying to be open as much as possible with someone i know and trust.

The Fazli you know may loves to jokes around, but for now everything i talk I would try to make it a constructive talking.

I’m not looking or desperate to find a girlfriend but I’m looking for a special someone.

And to Mohammad Nadhzry Bin Mohd Isham, thank you for this valuable quote

“Don’t go for the girls who you can live with, but go for a woman that you can’t live without”

It may sound so simple and yet so profound, But I learn a lot from that valuable quote. Thx Dude.
In Fact you teach me lots of stuffs, I’m Lucky to found a friend like you.
And We may think a lot for a guy, just like someone said.. but it’s okay it enables us to show our maturity..

Your Truly,
Muhammad Fazli Bin Mohd Jamil

Quote of the day
~ You don’t need to be extraordinary to be beautiful, the ordinary could be just as beautiful~

I’m Good at Communicating
I’m Good at Cooking
I’m Good at Putting myself on other’s people shoes
I’m Good at Predicting

There are many things that I’m good at..
But There’s these one thing that I never Good at even i tried hard..
Managing Life..

Life is full of promises, I’m been fulfilling empty promises..

Now i learnt not to make promises.. There’s a huge consequences

That’s one of the reason that sometimes when my friends ask me to do something..

I will not say i promise because if you promise there is a higher level of disappointment if you failed to do it. I rather not to take the risk of disappointing my friends rather than they hate me for not attempting to do it.

They will understand better if i had not attempt it rather than I fill them with disappointment which is maybe in the near future they know that they will know approach me anymore because they know i end up disappointing them.

Life is about how well you able to manage and able to make it run as smoothly as possible for everyday.

And I know I failed badly..


Yours truly,
Muhammad Fazli Bin Mohd Jamil

Quote of the day

~ It can just take a stranger who experience the same thing to understand you~

BBQ pics..

I gonna post some of the pics...
Internet connection makes me furious nowadays..

Recently had 4e4 bbq(our 1-year reunion upon graduation..

Only like 14 of us turn up.. Poor attendance.. HAHAHAS :D

But it was a blast so yea.. :D

The pics starts from below..

Last pic of the day..

Our 4e4 soccer team.. :D

The organiser is tipsy and drunk already.. Hahas :D

This guys always fight but deep inside they love each other.. :D

Do we like couple?? Hahahas :P

Kakak and Ben.. Potential couples?? Kakak and Me...

They say i look like torres.. Hmm.. :D

Ryan and Wai Yong brothers from another mother.. :D
I just wanna jump, JUMP!!!
I talked too much now i gonna been thrown to the sea.. HELP!!
Do you see this pics at magazine often?? :D
BFF forever!!
Known her for my first day of my sec school.. :D
The half naked brothers.. :D
Hereby I welcome you TO 4e4 BBQ REUNION PARTY 08

Quote of the day

~ True Friends influence us, they helps us, most important they are there for us everytime ~

Pressure

The pressure is mounting and mounting..
I can’t take it anymore... I feel like dying...
I’m Sick and what do I get?? A treatment worse than sick people..
I Blamed for my honesty, blamed for everything...
I can’t do that i can’t do this..
Tell me what i can do???
I’M NOT A FUCKING KID ANYMORE TO YOU!!!!
I’m a 17 year old guy with a matured thinking...
What’s stopping me?? Its is you..
The person i trust so much turns out to be the one who does not have confidence in me..
I’m like a bird trapped in a cage...
I need someone to let me out from the cage..
But i think i will be trapped there forever...

For you guys...
Don’t be shocked if you saw my face from the newspaper on suicide column..
I writing this because i think i will go crazy soon
I got no strengths to carry on..
I’m been holding this too long..
To be exact i had hold this in my 17 years of living...
I’m sick and tired....
You guys can never understand...
So far only 2 people know this problem of mine...
The pressure has just gone too far and reach the brim of my anger and sadness..

Remember I’m Not your HUSBAND, I’m your SON MIND YOU!!!

Your truly,
Muhammad Fazli Bin Mohd Jamil

New year!!

Hola Guys and ladies!!!!!!!
WELCOME TO FAZLI BLOG.. LOL
WELCOME TO 2009!!!
The ending of 2008 while the new beginning of 200-9
Living for 17 years...
New year's celebration will get better as you get older!! Hahas.. :D

Ok I never went to see fireworks neither go to town at night to celebrate countdown..
Just chilling with FAIRUL, AIMAN, RAYYAN is already enough for me to laugh till our lungs dropped out..
I bet every single of them had stomach cramps due to the fun and laughs we had..
We behave like drunk people..even though we ARE not.. SIAO already ah...all HIGH...
But its one of my best days and an outing that i longed for..
Finally it come yesterday..

Ok now New Year Resolution Time!! 200-9
1) To be closer to God(as someone already asked me to do that)
2) Spend more time with my family and also friends
3) To Perform at a bigger stage
4) Have a Driving license
5) To Save money and buy DLSR Camera
6) I want to learn play PIANO
7) Make more Friends
8) Went Europe(Perhaps Madrid at Spain, Rome At Italy, Zurich at Switz)
9) Perhaps Find special someone??

Yea That's it :D

For 2008, I hate you 2008 and lucky I broke up with you 2008, Being with 2008 makes miserable..
Now i'm attached with 2009, I hope you can make me Happy being with you.. :D
Because 9 is my Fav no!! :D

2009 I welcome you Baby!!!