Friday, October 31, 2008

Hola guys Ok this post is gonna be short and sweet.. I been promising myself to post short and sweet. I will try kies.. :)

  • Halloween party(for Camp U and I)
So the party was okay, actually the halloween party(for STA) better than this halloween party because during the party some actually sat down and watch us down..WHAT A PITY..So Atmosphere is quite different because either they are shy or DUNNO how to dance.. :(
Overall i would rate it 3/10.. Poor.. :(

My Horoscope of the day
~Your sharp sense of humor offers a great way to escape the tension of confrontation

I think its quite true, I love to jokes because its escape the tension of me fighting someone or cool down that someone but the disadvantage is that sometimes people think that I'm immatured or childish because I'm not serious(as i love to jokes). Just to tell you guys when its up to serious matter i'm serious.. So it does has its advantages and disadvatanges just like LIFE is.


What is Happening To me?

Quote of the day
~ By putting an ego or a mask by puting a strong front is not good as people does not know who you are EXACTLY thus making people misjudge you, therefore do show your weak side sometimes to show who you really are.

Yours Truly,
Fazz :)

Monday, October 27, 2008

Hola guys.. Monday was okay..
aiman called and asked me out.. ryan was going too so met up with ryan den meet aiman at jurong entertainment centre.. :)
Went to have lunch at LJS..FUH!!! LONG TIME SEH..FAVOURITE FASTFOOD RESTAURANT for me...nowadays the serving is so little..tsk3...
I WANT MORE LAH DEY..MORE3...
so yea then we went to pasir ris(1 hour 30min trip..) CAN DIE!! but with my brother.s.time do pass quick..
I ask aiman to bring us to EAST, bcoz I'm A east noob(From west what and he said he know east well bcoz he now schooling at TP..)
so yea aiman bring us to pasir ris park.. TO A PARK..COOL OR WHAT.. LIKE DATING SEH!! hahas... kwang3..
FYI: I'm not gay!! so yea the park was okay (a lot of couples, expected)
Ryan and I myself learnt ORIGAMI...Origami is where you use paper to fold and make cool stuffs(like peacock, Flower) cool shit.. AIMAN owned us, he can do a paper crane with his eyes closed... ORIGAMI FREAKS!!!! hahas.. :)
Ok then met up with Fai at tampines, Go makan then walk around then going home..
Overall today I had fun!! and Finally i explored part of EAST!!!


So yea..HOLS is here.. But i dunno what to do..
SHOULD I STAY AT HOME? OR GO OUT?
go out also quite boring singapore is small and everywhere you go need $$$,
Short of $$ need to find work soon... :)
One more thing..MY STA JALAN RAYA WAS CANCELLED!! due to lacked of ppl to answer who want to go.. I was F****** frustrated.. Nobody even BOTHERED to answer me or sms when I wrote at my msn PM that who is free or not..( I wrote it and leave it like 1 week) nobody respond.. In the end i told Raudah to call it off.. I appreciate RAUDAH's Effort to ask her friends around(mostly sta's girls) Only SHE showed Me that she's interested in this outing, BRAVO Raudah!! thx for helping me(but sorry had to scrap it off).. But others? Heiz.. Nvm forget it!!! Hope next year we CAN GO OUT!! Its A must!!
I Want to do it personally but now i can't..
so yea I(Muhammad Fazli bin Mohd Jamil) want to seek for forgiveness to all of you,(mostly my STA's friends)If I'm ever make mistakes or hurt you with any ways possible(with my jokes or anything) Do forgive me with that sincere heart of yours.. :)

As for problems.. Still have a lot of problems.. HEIZ...need to solve one by one.. :) But if you realise R/S problems will affect you a lot as it affect us(emotionally.
So yea..Recently i like this girl, so yea, she told me to give her time..
So should i wait for her? because i think theres other guys liked her too.. I'm bet she's confused..
should i just backed out?
That's shows my insincerity and i could say i like her a lot so yea probably no.... but I'm afraid she's already like another guy..
But like my close friends said..I should not jump into conclusions..
So yea.. I think i will wait and see her response but now i feeling like clapping with one hand..
But in the other hand, she do want me to give her time, so i respect her decision and already tried putting myself on her shoes..
SO let see how it goes right? :)



Quote of the day
~ Sometimes its good to follow your heart rather than follow your decisions or your head because that's where a really good decision is being made. :)

Yours Truly,
Mr Fazz :)
Love this song.. :)
By who? find it urself.. BLUEK...
E lyrics is meaningful..for me that is.. :)


I watched the whole thing fall
And I never saw the right man was on the wall
If I don't land
Days were slipping past
That the good things never last
That you were crying

Summer turned to winter
And the snow it turned to rain
And the rain turned into tears upon your face
I hardly recognized the girl you are today
And god I hope it's not too late
It's not too late
'Cause you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When your worlds crashing down
And you can't bear to fall
I said, babe, you're not lost

Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you've gone crazy
But you're not
Things have seem to changed
There's one thing that's still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly fly fly away

'Cause you are not alone
And I am there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When the worlds crashing down
And you can not bear to crawl
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost


Mr Fazz signing Off with Love, Peace and Respect.. :)


Sunday, October 26, 2008

Saturday outing..

Hola guys TODAY...Met up with my brothers..LONG TIME never see them..
Finally able to catch up with each other lifes..
Everybody has their problems..
So yea firstly Went dating with FAIRUL!! hahas..
Went to Arab st Had MURTABAK..then we had a LONG talk with him..
Then went to bugis do some window-shopping and some shopping..
Finally bought something I bought Tees and bermudas.. :)
Then aiman and ryan called..So decided to met them at jurong east at about 6..
DISTURB MY DATE WITH FAIRUL ONLY!! hahahahas..
So yea in the end we end up at a coffeeshop to watch Man Utd vs Everton..
Poor performance by Man Utd..It was
a draw.. Heiz...

then fairul went home because he got some stuffs to attend at home So Aiman,ryan and Myself
Went to Mac at bukit batok..
From there we really sit down and catch with each other lifes..
I really Feel so relieved as they gave me a lot of advice on my problems..
THANKS A LOT BROS!!! I hope OUR FRIENDSHIP LAST..

5YEARS and still in counting.. :)
I already treat you guys like my own siblings.. So do tell me if you got any problems AITE!!
AND THANKS FOR SENDING ME HOME... :)


Ryan And ME.. :)
Aiman, FAI and ME!! (friendship light)


Secondly, Yea Thx for telling me that..
I respect your decision and one thing i feel like i been invading your privacy space by keep disturbing u(sms and Calls).
I do feel guilty sometimes(trust me i feel it)
I hope i be able to be there for you if you need somebody to talk to..
I willing to lend both of my ears to you. I also promise myself to give you TIME to rebuild yourself.
I also can feel your uncomfortableness when you talked to me at the phone.
Talk and share with me when you are ready because i will be waiting for that moment.. :)
So that's why i gonna give you TIME to build yourself stablably,
I will be waiting for you right here..
I do got feelings for you... :)
Yea ITS YOU.. :) (you knoe who you are)

I Be waiting FOR U :)

Potential Model huh?
Ok till here.. Mr Fazz signing Off with peace, Love And respect.. :)
Quote of the day ~ Friendships is so fragile, It may takes years to know each other but it can just took One minute to destroy the friendship.. :)

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Thursday, Oct 23 :)

Hola guys, Listening to music everlasting love, I really love that song(just got it last 2 days) :) Ok so how's school today? It was okay, maths module is quite easy I able to cope with it. Overall it was okay..
Suppose to go for a STA TALK but somehow I never go. 30 C.E points 10 MORE to Go!!! Come on Fazz you can do it..JIA YOU!! hahas :)

So continue about life...Lifes is full of decision, You do make bad and good decisions, Bad decisions give you experience so you will not repeat it again while good decisions you make is good.
So be wise and do make your decisions carefully but remember don't make it too long because life will not be waiting for us..
So the decision(the major ones) will affect your life, don't make your decision too quick do analyse the consequences. But remember You MAKE THE DECISION

Ps: Need to go out wit her soon!! :)

YOUR LIFE PATHWAY( Taken and edited by me)

Mr Fazz signing Off with LOVE,PEACE AND RESPECT

Quote of the day:

Life is like a pathway, so do choose your path correctly and wisely because if you choose the wrong path you will end dissappointed and regretful. :)

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Is life Fair? You decide..

Hola guys,

Ok i'm blogging during class...SO boring...Modules getting more and more boring..I dunno i just find it bored even though with my favourite module(which is communications). Ok so i want to blog about life(overall)

So Life..What is life? Life has its beginning and has its end. Its up to you to determine what you want to experience in the middle. All human experience their lifes with ups and downs. Most people love the ups and nobody likes the down. I also notice people are happy with their lifes. But I guess I'm not one of them..
I feel tired sometimes(Not physically) Sometimes i wish the time would just paused for me and let me catch up with what i need.
I realise that this life won't just stop and i still have to carry on with life. Sometimes lifes is unfair, in fact lifes is unfair..its difficult to be explain But i guess you guys understand.
I also notice from my friends blog's they are also unhappy and have a low-self esteem(can see from the post) even though they say that they are okay.
Lifes need to carry on.
I hope you guys got the will to strengthen yourself and go on with life because it won't stop for us.
I hope I can find something that will able to make my life more meaningful to me.


Now I got this something for Jazz, Although i kinda like Jazz last time, But Now I LOVE IT. Thanks to her and my friends(who gave me the songs)..My voice is not that good to sing Jazz songs..in fact not suitable..hahas.. But seriously this songs do keep me relax and chilling out when at home. :)



LIFE HAS ITS PATHWAY So continue walking.. :)

P.S: To my friends, I'm not sad nor happy(neutral), I'm okay..seriously.. :)

TO NAZ, BRO ALL E BEST FOR UR O LVLS MATHS AITE.. :)


Ok Till here Mr Fazz signing off with love, peace and respect!!

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Thinking of someone

Hello guys...Just blogging now at 12.47am...I'm thinking of someone..
I'm so worried for that someone..I just can't sleep so decided to blog..hehes.. :)
But one thing i dunno why this is happening,
My heart keeps beating so fast like my it want to come out from my body when I'm thinking that somebody this is the first time i felt that in my heart beating so fast,
Is there any meaning behind it?
btw I hope she's okay..I gonna respect her privacy but i really hope she's fine.. I just can't stop worrying about her.
Hope She's already sleep..
Talk to me soon aite.. :)

Yours Lovely,

Mr Fazz :)


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