Thursday, February 26, 2009

Who am i??

It's seems my 100th post is coming soon with just 2 more post to go. Hahas :)
Alrite then i will post about myself then,
I took a quiz about myself
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
I know its kinda silly but some motivates you and It's kinda true, those people who reading my blog..
Do try it and find who you are..

So here it goes.. :)

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

That's just me :)

Lastly, i almost forgot,Happy 9th month to my baby brother Muhd Firdaus bin Mohd Jamil and To Fairul who went to KL yesterday, Do take care of yourself right dude! Have a safe trip there,home and have fun. Also, very troublesome arh this sp boy, Don't pick up any calls that you don't know on 2nd March!! I reminded you already kies, ok best!! :)

Quote of the day

~ It is really important you find who you are, before facing the world out there.~

Monday, February 23, 2009

Crying

Crying..

Do you ever feel devastated before??

The feeling that you experienced that you got no control in changing it thus all you can do is to cry?

I bet everybody has feel it before. I have felt it myself, the feeling of devastation, disappointment, the feeling of anxiety adds into it. It all eventually makes your heart really heavy and if your heart could drop out from your body then it would eventually would.

How you really wish you know the ‘real’ answer towards one action’s or response’s in doing it so. How you really wish you can know the answer thus able to change it?
But then eventually all you could do at that moment is NOTHING.

Nothing, i mean there’s is nothing you could do but to let it all out.
To let it all out would lead to the word ‘crying’.
You felt very clueless, confused and lost to what you should do next.
Your mind can’t think straight, every inch of your body feel like there’s nothing left for you out there to carry on. So all you can do is to cry your hearts out.
Sometimes i do that, just to let it all out, for me to eventually move on to my next step of my life.

Life is full of drama, not a movie, but a drama serial which has lots of episodes that makes their viewers staying tune to their tv sets every time the drama is being shown.
The drama definitely has some of the episodes leads the viewer to jaw-breaking shocking moment which in life is that when some things that did not go your way and it really shocked you.
There is nothing you can do to change it and you feel helpless even though you know you have tried your best.

Still you ‘cry’, yes everybody has their soft side in them. Even macho guys with big abs or muscle would even cry. Crying is not to show that you are weak but eventually to show that you got emotions in you and it’s not being emotional or sentimental but to show you are a ‘human’.

There is nothing to be ashamed that you are crying. I do admit i do shed tears sometimes and sometimes when i see love movies that touched me, tears would just rolled down my cheeks.

I’m neither happy or sad but it clearly show that your heart and soul are just as one.


Quote of the day

~Being able to cry is a skill to show our emotions that we feel inside.~

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Be like others or Be yourself?

Hello ladies and gentleman...

I feel like writing something, It’s about Singapore, about Singapore girls.

I just went bloghopping.. And Damn there are more and more minahs eventually then decent girls i’ve noticed. No doubt this is a very sensitive issue to talk about but pardon me for this, I would just really love to write about this and i hope you all understand. I don’t want to spark any troubles or misunderstandings about and after this. I feel there’s a need for someone to say this, I’m proud to those who have spoken, ”GOOD JOB GUYS” and if those minahs or mats will come after me and kill me after this. At least i knew i die proud by standing at my own opinions.

Minah is a term where i would say it that girls with thin eyes-brows, make-ups so thick, clothes sometimes would be too much cleavage, its better they don't wear anything at all. Pictures that are edited with some stars at their names and some standard features(you should know the standard editing by them) And a obvious to spot is that they edit their names to some sort of weird names that they think would describe themselves better. JUST BE PROUD OF YOUR NAMES, and if you want to change it, change to some sensible ones and sounds nice. And lastly Not to mention some drink, club and get drunk then get laid.

This is just scary sometimes. I don’t know whether they do this for fun or they have hidden agenda maybe to get attentions. Even now some small “KIDS” i would say start to be like them. I can’t see what’s cool about that and what’s style about that?

You called it socialising?? I don’t think so , you call it following the fashion trend?? I DOUBT so. I know what’s fashion and what’s not. Get your fashion trend right first!!

So what’s the purpose of following and continue this trend? I feel so worried about this scary community getting bigger and bigger. Almost everywhere i can find them. Perhaps mixing with bad company will result this, but i don’t think its about the bad company because you can still choose who you want to be and what image you want to portray to others.

I’m not saying entirely that being minahs is bad, there are some few good souls that i know that are minahs. I’m just saying that this image they are portraying is bad for them. If they lucky to know this, they still can change “I’m glad you realised” but if they are not lucky to realise that yet, then i will be saying “Oh!! That’s a pity for you”. They are portraying these bad images not to just us but to the tourists that come to Singapore.

There are definitely some very beautiful gorgeous nice women out there, but once i know they are a minah, its a turn-off for me. Just Don’t be somebody else, Life is too short to be somebody just be yourself. Tagged, Friendster, even Facebook is now is full of “THEM”. Sometimes when they asked for friend request, I be thinking twice to accept but due to pityness sometimes i would accept, But my point is please don’t because of pityness i accepted you as my friends.
I’m writing this because I feel that if this getting out of hand, if this carry on I think one of the day my girlfriend would also be a minah. I can choose who i want to be with but if all the good decent girls are snapped up, my only way to get married or have girlfriend is with a minah. That’s how sad it is.

A mat or minah would say “That's how sadd-ed it is”.

Quote of the day
~ If you to portray, Portray the right image”


Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Perseverance

Impossible,

What does that word means??

What does it trying to imply??

“unable to be done, performed, effected,” taken from http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/Impossible

So now we know the meaning of it, Can it still be done, performed??
Yes.. you can. How?? With this magical word call “perseverance”
If you persevere everything could be done. With the right way of perseverance that is.

You heard the success story of heroism, those peoples who have done something good for the world. What do they all have in common??

This word “perseverance” is the common characteristic they all have. All the impossible things that we know are all now possible because of their strong will, perseverance to success. To them, everything is possible because they want to reach success and Failure is definitely not the answer to them. I would not say they did not experience failure, They had experienced failure but they continue and learn from that failure and this is where perseverance comes in.

You probably noticed that technology now is advancing, its getting better and better. Even now i heard rumours they had find a cure to cancer, I’m not sure about that. One thing i can sure of is that everybody is trying their best to succeed. They persevere and therefore this are the end product of their Perseverance. So if they are trying their best to succeed why can’t you???

Give yourself sometime to absorb this.. It really worth it.


Perseverance is the beauty of making something impossible into possible.


Quote of the day
~The ONLY answer to IMPOSSIBLE is PERSEVERANCE – syakir~
I owe this inspirations to you, dude the quote of the day is yours.. :)

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Friends..

Friends..

Like i said before they play a major role in each of our lifes. Be it a bad or good.

I been having problems with friends lately and Pardon me if i start lots of quarrel too. I realise a lot things today, Those real and good friends are the ones who will speak up to you if they think you are changing for the worst or changing. They don’t mind to share their thoughts and views about you. If they are unhappy, they will speak up. These is how it should be done. They will be there and you need them. They will also be there when you don’t need them.

I have my definitions of best friends. Some may said they categorised all their friends as just friends but to me, I know there is a line between best friends and friends. I know i been making lots of friends lately but that doesn’t show i treat them as my best friend. I know how to differentiate it. I really know who is my best friends and who are not.

You guys may said i changed, yes its true i changed. Lots of things i have changed because i thought it would be better for me and for everyone. Be it a better or worse i knew i had changed. Everybody makes mistakes and if i changed for the worst than its good that you share your views and thoughts so i know where did i go wrong. I will be kept in the dark unless you tell me. I really appreciate it a lot that you guys tell me. I’m not mad neither sad about this. To Be honest I’m thankful that you guys tell me.

Even though I said sorry, its not to show i’m giving in and for the sake just to say sorry. I can say if i said sorry I really meant it, but words are just words remember? Actions is what needed to show but action takes time to be shown. So the word “sorry” to me is a word to make things right at that moment while then i will prove to you that i will change for the better through actions which definitely will take time.

There are always misunderstandings as our emotions plays apart in our friendships. But then I know who are my true and best friends are. I don’t know whether you guys still have doubts in me still but i knew i explained everything. Even though we fight or quarrel I will still treat you as my best friends no doubt about that. YOU GUYS WILL ALWAYS BE..

YOU GUYS KNOW WHO YOU ARE... :)


Yours truly,
Muhammad Fazli Bin Mohd Jamil

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Missing those days..

Let's stare at the blank space and miss those that we missed..
WAH NAKED WOMAN!! :)
OUCH MY BALLS!! :)
NOW MY TURN TO PUNCH YOU BACK!!
OUCH!!! PAIN ARH!!
WE R CUMMING!! :)
POUT EVERYBODY!!
WOULD YOU BE OUR GF?? :)
I'm BLIND and still i can't see!! :)
I'm the Geek teacher these are my students
When we are bored..this what happens..

I miss the days at school, the class atmosphere, the laughters, the rebellious acts we done...
How i wish to go to school and choose my best buddies to be in my class
but then it would be impossible to do that...
Now I'm at home, jobless and rotting at home and missing everybody..

Missing is just a part in our lifes, Its a process that you cannot get over with in our lifes.
Do you know?? Every night..
There are always someone missing you, and you are missing someone. No matter how unpopular you are or how bad or how nice you are. There are always someone missing you.

The feeling of Missing someone is definitely A bad feeling. I know you had experience it before.Everybody have at least miss someone at this point of their lifes.You can feel very miserable when you missing them,all the memories will then come out and even me a guy, I'm not shy to share but i could cry sometimes if i miss that person badly. Missing someone can bring lots of emotions inside of you to come out. Missing someone is not just entirely based on the feeling, Its about how bad you really want to see their face, talk with them, hear them, even feel them. Able to let you let go the feeling of you missing them is a great feeling. There are different ways for you to express them, common E.g: You hug there person you miss.

The person you missed can be anybody, It does not mean you miss your gf/bf often, you miss your friends,families or even those friends you are not closed and but when you are think of them, they are already missed! :)

Quote of the day
~ Everyday you will always miss someone~

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Pictures

Hola guys i owe you loads of pics... Got no time to edit.. :)
events
- live and loaded
- trip to changi airport
Let the pictures tells the story.....

















Quote of the day

~ Follow your heart/ or maybe stick to what you belief and lastly give, rather than expect ~

Friday, February 6, 2009

Perceptions determines everything

Hola guy!!
Holidays was quite okay eventually, catching with each other is definitely great. It allows to rekindle the friendship back together.. :D
Today had a quite fun friday, its weekends everybody!! :D
okay one of the clips i record since my cousin had a new phone!!

Just wanna to try the camera thing so we record some stuffs.. :D
Tommorow i have auditions and meeting my pumpkin tommorow so yea..
I Hope it will be a blast.. :D

Here one of the clips..It was awful i guess?? :D



In this world there is nothing good or bad..

Perceptions determines everything..

Okay this is one of my writings after inspired by some books i read.
Mostly is perceptions that moulds and shapes our thinking and make our opinions towards the thing and actually determines whether its good or bad.

Think of a bad situation right now.....

Okay...now you try to see the good in the bad situation you thought. Okay from there make the good into a wider and good strengths of the problem and work towards it.

You will see the magnificent of it. All your bad problems if you see it as a good way and if you change your Perceptions towards it, you can see your problems change. Instead of having bad perceptions change it and your Bad problems will eventually turn to good.

Even Shakespeare mention that in this world nothing is good or bad. Our perceptions, our vision is the one actually determines it.

Actually only 10 percent of our life are facts and the other 90 percent of our life is mould and perceive but our perceptions. Changing your perceptions is one of the best gifts you could have.

Let’s talk about beauty is hold by the eye of the beholder, I may look at this girl and i can find her appealing and gorgeous but other may not find her attractive as what how i find her. There is a difference because of our difference perception of beauty. Beauty is one examples that cannot be agreed by everybody because of difference perceptions existed in this world by different people.

Perceptions, This is the key of your success in your life, Being able to change it and mould it, it allows you to control your life. That’s how amazing or powerful perceptions could be
.

Quote of the day
~ Just learn that sometimes perception determines everything~

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

The Start of FEBRUARY!!

Hola Guys!!
Pardon me For not updating...
I'm so sick, down with flu!! ARGH HATE THEM SOO MUCH!!
I need a job!!
I need something to occupy my time!!
Been learning french a little..
Hmm...Oh yea went to live and loaded at mediacorp yesterday!!
U GUYS SAW ME ON TV?? i guess not...i will update with pics alrite...

Somebody don't believe me that i do song writing and asked me to post one of my works.. this is WHAT I WROTE BY MYSELF...


-Its all about you-

REMEMBER WE USED TO BE
HANGING OUT EVERY NIGHT
YOUR SMILE MAKE ME GO WILD
MAKE MY HEARTBEAT GO WOW

THEN ONE DAY I MAKE A MISTAKE
THAT CHANGE EVERYTHING IN US
I KNOW YOU ARE RUNNING FROM ME
NOT LIKE HOW U USED TO BE

I KNOW THAT I HURT YOU
I REALISE MY MISTAKE TOO LATE
RITE NOW I WANT TO SAY SORRY
BUT NOW IT’S A DIFF STORY

NOW I WANT TO MAKE UP TO U
I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO
BUT IT SEEMS I DO EVERYTHING WRONG
I DON’T KNOW WHAT WRONG WITH ME

CHORUS
I KNOW IT’S ALL ABOUT YOU BABY
I KNOW YOU ARE THE ONE FOR ME
FORGIVE IF I IN WRONG
I HOPE IT’S NOT TOO LATE
PLZ LET IT GO AWAY
LET YOUR HEART HAVE A SAY
U KNOW YOU ARE THE ONE FOR ME

NOW I BACK TO MY OLD-SELF
EVERYTHING IS ALRITE
BUT ITS SEEM YOU HAVE CHANGED
I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO
THIS IS ALL ABOUT YOU

COME TO ME BABY
FORGET EVERYTHING IN THE PAST
LET START AGAIN
TO MAKE SURE WE WILL LAST

CHORUS
I KNOW IT’S ALL ABOUT YOU BABY
I KNOW YOU ARE THE ONE FOR ME
FORGIVE IF I IN WRONG
I HOPE ITS NOT TOO LATE
PLZ LET IT GO AWAY
LET YOUR HEART HAVE A SAY
U KNOW YOU ARE THE ONE FOR ME

ITS TRUE,ITS TRUE,
COZ I LOVE YOU
AND ITS ALL ABOUT YOU

How was it?? need comments..at my tagboard aye??
N SAYE MASIH SAKIT!! hahas :D


BTW HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY PUMPKIN!!
HAPPY 16 AITE and may all your wish come true..
Damn girl u are old.. hahas nvm I'm older.. Remember old is good right?? why??(U know the answer) hahas :D

I promise you i will help you with my best of ability to help you go to a poly..
I Shall MEET U SOON KIES..Take care of yourself Darling!! IMY LAH Toodles..
Big hugs*

Quote of the day
~ Just be yourself and enjoy life~




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