Letters..

I was browsing some old letters at like 2am(so bored)..
I just would love to share this..
Its a letter that someone wrote for me..
Here it goes...

On a uneventful day, got to know one of this guy. It was love at first sight. He deserve my love but I got too much commitment. Studies comes first. Relationship is secondary. It does not matter where I do or do not have a boyfriend. After a lot quarreling,conflicts and misunderstanding, I guess its time I let him move on and forget me. I already forgiven him. He's one of a kind. I salute him for his behaviour and attitude. He takes care of his siblings. All their needs. Has a wide circle of friends. An educated boy with a bright future. He has a right to choose his girl. I felt guilty, going home every afternoon chatting with him depriving him for his studies but he always makes me feel as if I'm not in the wrong. I don't regret anything. I enjoyed myself. May God bless him.

Sometimes I'm funny, sometimes I'm sad. Sometimes I'm serious, sometimes I'm relax. But most imporantly I'm not insolent or rude to him. I respect him for who he is, not for what he has. I admire his success and I know I'll be able to do the same..

To the lucky girl, if you are reading this, please take care of him and please don't play with his feelings. Be appreciative you've got a guy like him..

May God Bless You, Favourite Boy.

You know that you write this for me.. Thank you i appreciate it..

Quote of the day

~ Memories will stay forever in your heart and head~

Love is around the corner..

HEYLOO GUYS!!
I just realise VALENTINE DAY IS just around the corner...
I still got no valentine date or suitable candidate to give a rose too..
I'm happy for those who has a valentine date prepared and ready and also have their special someone to spend with...
So Anyone who would like to be my valentine??

Would you be my valentine plz??

Quote of the day

~When you have someone, treasure him/her like a diamond you found them at a diamond mine~

Changes..

Did I change?
Do I need a change?
Is it good or bad??
I myself don't know..

Quote of the day

~SOME THINGS are Tough,Painful,Difficult,Miserable and Horrifying but we don't know are they actually bad.~

True..

Was tagged by Sharina. :D

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW OUTRAGEOUS IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the note from.


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Heaven by Elliot Yamin (HAHAS :D)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Sesuatu Janji by Taufik Batisah (well that's describe my personality i guess? :D)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Happy Birthday by Click 5 (their Birthday?? hahas Nonsense)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Pose by Justin Timberlake (Yea baby Pose for me!! :D)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Inconsolable by Backstreet Boys (inconsolable?? Nah I'm a nice guy i will forgive and forget!!)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Hello Beautiful by Jonas Brothers (Thank you guys..I'm beautiful right??hahahas :D)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
American boy by Kanye West (apply for american citizen perhaps?? Hmm Not a bad idea :D)

WHAT IS 2+2?
What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts (Maths really hurt my brain.. Hahas)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Whatever it takes by Lifehouse (We been thru thick and thin so whatever it takes us :D)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Look at what You've done by Jet (what she have done to make me think of her..)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Empty by Click 5 (yea true..)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
My Heart by Irwansyah ft Acha Septriasa (I want to share my heart with someone..)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Permintaan Hati by Letto (asked for their hearts?? hahas :D )

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Dengarkanlah by Glenn Fredly (yea!!you guys should hear my opinions and thoughts)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
When you Look me in the eyes by Jonas Brothers (any type of dance only When she look at my eyes I will just dance even my legs trembled :D)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Are You Gonna Ne My Girl By Jet (She probably says no coz I'm dead already)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Miracle by Paramore (hoping for miracles to happen?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Johari Window by Plainsunset(a local band!!)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Backup Against The Wall by Taufik Batisah (Yea!!)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Ku Masih Di Sini by Glenn Fredly (How can i?? I still there.. )

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
All We Know by Paramore (For me to know and for u to find out.. Hehes)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Citra Suria By Taufik Batisah (watching suria?? nah)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
In Fates Hand by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus (makes me go crazy rather than cry!!)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
What A Wonderful World by Kenny G(that's not the original singer,WHAT A WORDERFUL WORLD!!With this wonderful world I WILL GET MARRIED!!)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Corner By Neyo (being raped at the corner i guess? HAHAHAHAS :D)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Januari By Glenn Fredly (People like me on januari only?? I don't know)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Jangan Tangisi Aku By Anima (I would Said that)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Crawling in the Dark By Hoobastank (nah I'm lying not crawling right now)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
True by Fazli Jamil(OMG, My own recording Being Played, Unbelievable :D)

I am tagging:
1)Nadhzry
2)Fairul
3)Hunny
4)Yuzalina
5)Ainrette
6)Diyy
7)Rayyan
8)Rozliana
9)Nashri
10)Nizzam

Those who want to do too..Just do it aite.. Cheers :D

The End of Year 1..

Year 1 has ended..
I'm feeling happy,sad,excited all at the same time..
I got more responsibilities now..

Yesterday 5 of year 1s of emp members are chosen to become EMP commitee
I'm chosen and in charge Of EMP welfare commitee..(which i will promise myself to really commit to my IG)
I'm entitled lots of stuffs nowadays at school and perhaps in my year 2.
Those who has been there for me I would love to say thank you very much for this wonderful first year at rp. :D
Let the new chapter of Year 2 at rp begin.


Lastly,
To be inspire,

You need somebody or somethings to inspire, be it rather verbal or non-verbal

Depend on the way of learning you are suitable for.

As for me I’m a guy would definitely learn more on the verbal side, as you guys know i can be a loud guy sometimes

That’s not really my point, my point is that for me a person would rather inspire me more rather than movies.

No doubt some movies make me learn some important life lessons, to be fact i have a lot of movies on my mind now. But for me my MOTHER, yes my mother is the most inspirational women to be alive now.

Remember this name ROHAYA BTE ALIP, yes that is my name of my motivator, an inspiration speaker, a breadwinner in the family and the most beautiful women in both physically and mentally right now. She’s is Extraordinary and yes she is my Mother.

I’m not saying this to show that how great my mother is, every mother has done lots of sacrifices but as for my side of my story this women has really be the one who inspire me.
Without her, I’m will not surface in this world, without her i will be just a guy without a pathway to walk upon, Easily said, without her i’m just a NOTHING.

Yes she have always be there for me, since i’m young and living my teenage years. She’s the one who have brought some meaning to my life. She’s the one who make me realise the importance of education, the importance of living where you don’t go down with just bad people’s perception of you.

Yes the never says die attitude is one of qualities she teach me. Although i always had bad terms with her, no matter how big the fight is she will always be my mother, no doubt about that. Although sometimes I felt disappointed and she add salt to the wound, this is just make me a stronger person.

I know it would be hard living without her in the future, I’m just worried how am i gonna live without you. Yes My dear Mother, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Yours truly,
Muhammad Fazli Bin Mohd Jamil

Quote of the day
~ Cherish those loved ones as much as you can, once you lose it then you will regret it~

Perceptions determines everything

In this world there is nothing good or bad..

Perceptions determines everything..

Okay this is one of my writings after inspired by some books i read.
Mostly is perceptions that moulds and shapes our thinking and make our opinions towards the thing and actually determines whether its good or bad.

Think of a bad situation right now.....
Okay...now you try to see the good in the bad situation you thought. Okay from there make the good into a wider and good strengths of the problem and work towards it.
You will see the magnificent of it. All your bad problems if you see it as a good way and if you change your Perceptions towards it, you can see your problems change. Instead of bad your Bad problems will already turn to good.

Even Shakespeare mention that in this world nothing is good or bad.
Our perceptions, our vision is the one actually determines it.

Enough about this for a while..

I have a chat with this crazy girl, she claimed herself as ainrette(that's a meaning to it) hahahas :D
So okay as promise i blog about you rite here(money nvr drop eh?? hahas jk2).

Hmm okay...here it goes Firstly her name is NUR FARAHIN BTE ABDUL MALEK(btul kan??)
She's friendly, she's wacky, corny and crazy at times which is good as i also crazy sometimes, she's a good company to have as she can make you laugh anytime even you don't feel like laughing. I like.. hahahas :D
She loves the number 3 and Rainbow Colour as she is colour blind.
She owe me an outing too on A ONE FINE DAY.. :D
One thing!! She will never ever make promises I will always remember that!! :D
To summarise up totally she’s a good, cool friend that you can really hang out and talk with and rely upon.. :D

HEY that's Her on the left!! Probably the one who stole your cookies.. :D Stupid Face.. :D

Ok or not??? hahahas We look so FRADOL.. :D

Yours truly,
Fazli

Quote of the day
~If you can control your perceptions, you can change the way you think and everything will be good for you~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

I FORGOT I WOULD LOVE TO WISH A HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FAVOURITE COUSIN!! NUR ASHIELA BINTE SAMSURI!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIES!!SO YOU ARE ALREADY 17 EH?? PROUD OF YOU!!MAY ALL YOUR WISH MAY COME TRUE HAHAHAS :D SORRY GOT NO PRESENT!! I WILL TREAT YOU PRETTY SOON AITE?? :D

WAH WE BOTH SO CUTEEEEEEEE WHEN WE WERE YOUNG!!!!!!! WEEE!!! :D

All Grown UP... :D

Perhaps I need my guardian angel..

Angels..

Everybody has their Guardian angel...
As for me I got nothing...

There is nobody i can turn to that will make me feel better in an instant, not even my parents.

In this situation of mine now, I really hope there is a guardian angel that will be there for me.

To give me the strength i needed and to show the correct pathway of managing my life well..

I need a guardian angel now..

For me to Pour my sorrows on...
For me to share my life on...
For me to share my feelings on...
For me to do everything with her..
For me to have somebody that i can lean on
For me to have her shoulders to cry upon
And For me to have somebody to love..

I’m afraid that I’m too choosy and eager to meet my special one with all the qualities i want had cost me to lose an guardian angel that i did not realise..

I know you are somewhere out there, once i find you, I treasure you like finding a diamond in a land mine..

I will give my life to you my Guardian angel..

Yours Truly,
Muhammad Fazli Bin Mohd Jamil

Quote of the day
~ Everybody needs an Guardian Angel~

Friendship Or Relationships? You choose..

Friends..

They are told that some last forever..
Yes let me emphasize on the word “SOME”..
Only some, while others??
They are thrown away...
I know its kind of selfish to have all your friends to be by your side when you need them..

But sometimes you wish even one of them to be there when you need them the most..
Some prefer Friendships Rather than Relationships..
They said it can last you a lifetime rather than relationships which is fragile like glass.

But Sometimes i prefer Relationships..
During relationships the chances of the other parties to be there for you will be higher as you both share almost everything, (your life, your emotional response, your moods, almost everything.) You can expect the other party to make you feel better when you let it all out..

But for friendships there’s a limit, you can’t blame them if they are not there with you when you needed them the most.. You can’t possibly Asked them to be there when they are busy.

That’s the difference folks..

True friends are there with you in ups and downs in your life.
For me There are always there when i’m in ups...

P.S: I miss having trivia with someone, hope she's will back soon aite?? :) and Rayyan Thanks A lot For Everything(even though its Hard) I appreciate it a lot.

Yours Truly,
Muhammad Fazli Bin Mohd Jamil

Quote Of the day

~ A True Friend Will Be There With Your Ups And Downs~

200-9 A new year and a New Me

Yes, I promise myself there’s a need to change,
Yup i need to change. Firstly bring myself closer to Allah the almighty..
You guys may see there’s nothing wrong with me but within me but Yes, there’s been something wrong with me.
And some of my best friends have notice it. I gonna list some changes..

The Fazli you know does not touch books during his sec days, but for now don’t be shocked if you saw me reading a book at Mrt or wherever you saw me.

The Fazli you know maybe loves to loudmouth and talks loud, but for now I’m trying to be cool as much as possible.

The Fazli you know may not take things seriously, but for now I’m taking everything seriously(don’t worry i know to differentiate jokes and not jokes).

The Fazli you know may loves to play soccer and i know its like 24hr soccer, but for now I’m taking everything as an interest.

The Fazli you know sometimes is secretive, but for now i’m trying to be open as much as possible with someone i know and trust.

The Fazli you know may loves to jokes around, but for now everything i talk I would try to make it a constructive talking.

I’m not looking or desperate to find a girlfriend but I’m looking for a special someone.

And to Mohammad Nadhzry Bin Mohd Isham, thank you for this valuable quote

“Don’t go for the girls who you can live with, but go for a woman that you can’t live without”

It may sound so simple and yet so profound, But I learn a lot from that valuable quote. Thx Dude.
In Fact you teach me lots of stuffs, I’m Lucky to found a friend like you.
And We may think a lot for a guy, just like someone said.. but it’s okay it enables us to show our maturity..

Your Truly,
Muhammad Fazli Bin Mohd Jamil

Quote of the day
~ You don’t need to be extraordinary to be beautiful, the ordinary could be just as beautiful~

I’m Good at Communicating
I’m Good at Cooking
I’m Good at Putting myself on other’s people shoes
I’m Good at Predicting

There are many things that I’m good at..
But There’s these one thing that I never Good at even i tried hard..
Managing Life..

Life is full of promises, I’m been fulfilling empty promises..

Now i learnt not to make promises.. There’s a huge consequences

That’s one of the reason that sometimes when my friends ask me to do something..

I will not say i promise because if you promise there is a higher level of disappointment if you failed to do it. I rather not to take the risk of disappointing my friends rather than they hate me for not attempting to do it.

They will understand better if i had not attempt it rather than I fill them with disappointment which is maybe in the near future they know that they will know approach me anymore because they know i end up disappointing them.

Life is about how well you able to manage and able to make it run as smoothly as possible for everyday.

And I know I failed badly..


Yours truly,
Muhammad Fazli Bin Mohd Jamil

Quote of the day

~ It can just take a stranger who experience the same thing to understand you~

BBQ pics..

I gonna post some of the pics...
Internet connection makes me furious nowadays..

Recently had 4e4 bbq(our 1-year reunion upon graduation..

Only like 14 of us turn up.. Poor attendance.. HAHAHAS :D

But it was a blast so yea.. :D

The pics starts from below..

Last pic of the day..

Our 4e4 soccer team.. :D

The organiser is tipsy and drunk already.. Hahas :D

This guys always fight but deep inside they love each other.. :D

Do we like couple?? Hahahas :P

Kakak and Ben.. Potential couples?? Kakak and Me...

They say i look like torres.. Hmm.. :D

Ryan and Wai Yong brothers from another mother.. :D
I just wanna jump, JUMP!!!
I talked too much now i gonna been thrown to the sea.. HELP!!
Do you see this pics at magazine often?? :D
BFF forever!!
Known her for my first day of my sec school.. :D
The half naked brothers.. :D
Hereby I welcome you TO 4e4 BBQ REUNION PARTY 08

Quote of the day

~ True Friends influence us, they helps us, most important they are there for us everytime ~

Pressure

The pressure is mounting and mounting..
I can’t take it anymore... I feel like dying...
I’m Sick and what do I get?? A treatment worse than sick people..
I Blamed for my honesty, blamed for everything...
I can’t do that i can’t do this..
Tell me what i can do???
I’M NOT A FUCKING KID ANYMORE TO YOU!!!!
I’m a 17 year old guy with a matured thinking...
What’s stopping me?? Its is you..
The person i trust so much turns out to be the one who does not have confidence in me..
I’m like a bird trapped in a cage...
I need someone to let me out from the cage..
But i think i will be trapped there forever...

For you guys...
Don’t be shocked if you saw my face from the newspaper on suicide column..
I writing this because i think i will go crazy soon
I got no strengths to carry on..
I’m been holding this too long..
To be exact i had hold this in my 17 years of living...
I’m sick and tired....
You guys can never understand...
So far only 2 people know this problem of mine...
The pressure has just gone too far and reach the brim of my anger and sadness..

Remember I’m Not your HUSBAND, I’m your SON MIND YOU!!!

Your truly,
Muhammad Fazli Bin Mohd Jamil

New year!!

Hola Guys and ladies!!!!!!!
WELCOME TO FAZLI BLOG.. LOL
WELCOME TO 2009!!!
The ending of 2008 while the new beginning of 200-9
Living for 17 years...
New year's celebration will get better as you get older!! Hahas.. :D

Ok I never went to see fireworks neither go to town at night to celebrate countdown..
Just chilling with FAIRUL, AIMAN, RAYYAN is already enough for me to laugh till our lungs dropped out..
I bet every single of them had stomach cramps due to the fun and laughs we had..
We behave like drunk people..even though we ARE not.. SIAO already ah...all HIGH...
But its one of my best days and an outing that i longed for..
Finally it come yesterday..

Ok now New Year Resolution Time!! 200-9
1) To be closer to God(as someone already asked me to do that)
2) Spend more time with my family and also friends
3) To Perform at a bigger stage
4) Have a Driving license
5) To Save money and buy DLSR Camera
6) I want to learn play PIANO
7) Make more Friends
8) Went Europe(Perhaps Madrid at Spain, Rome At Italy, Zurich at Switz)
9) Perhaps Find special someone??

Yea That's it :D

For 2008, I hate you 2008 and lucky I broke up with you 2008, Being with 2008 makes miserable..
Now i'm attached with 2009, I hope you can make me Happy being with you.. :D
Because 9 is my Fav no!! :D

2009 I welcome you Baby!!!