Friday, October 31, 2008

Hola guys Ok this post is gonna be short and sweet.. I been promising myself to post short and sweet. I will try kies.. :)

  • Halloween party(for Camp U and I)
So the party was okay, actually the halloween party(for STA) better than this halloween party because during the party some actually sat down and watch us down..WHAT A PITY..So Atmosphere is quite different because either they are shy or DUNNO how to dance.. :(
Overall i would rate it 3/10.. Poor.. :(

My Horoscope of the day
~Your sharp sense of humor offers a great way to escape the tension of confrontation

I think its quite true, I love to jokes because its escape the tension of me fighting someone or cool down that someone but the disadvantage is that sometimes people think that I'm immatured or childish because I'm not serious(as i love to jokes). Just to tell you guys when its up to serious matter i'm serious.. So it does has its advantages and disadvatanges just like LIFE is.


What is Happening To me?

Quote of the day
~ By putting an ego or a mask by puting a strong front is not good as people does not know who you are EXACTLY thus making people misjudge you, therefore do show your weak side sometimes to show who you really are.

Yours Truly,
Fazz :)

Monday, October 27, 2008

Hola guys.. Monday was okay..
aiman called and asked me out.. ryan was going too so met up with ryan den meet aiman at jurong entertainment centre.. :)
Went to have lunch at LJS..FUH!!! LONG TIME SEH..FAVOURITE FASTFOOD RESTAURANT for me...nowadays the serving is so little..tsk3...
I WANT MORE LAH DEY..MORE3...
so yea then we went to pasir ris(1 hour 30min trip..) CAN DIE!! but with my brother.s.time do pass quick..
I ask aiman to bring us to EAST, bcoz I'm A east noob(From west what and he said he know east well bcoz he now schooling at TP..)
so yea aiman bring us to pasir ris park.. TO A PARK..COOL OR WHAT.. LIKE DATING SEH!! hahas... kwang3..
FYI: I'm not gay!! so yea the park was okay (a lot of couples, expected)
Ryan and I myself learnt ORIGAMI...Origami is where you use paper to fold and make cool stuffs(like peacock, Flower) cool shit.. AIMAN owned us, he can do a paper crane with his eyes closed... ORIGAMI FREAKS!!!! hahas.. :)
Ok then met up with Fai at tampines, Go makan then walk around then going home..
Overall today I had fun!! and Finally i explored part of EAST!!!


So yea..HOLS is here.. But i dunno what to do..
SHOULD I STAY AT HOME? OR GO OUT?
go out also quite boring singapore is small and everywhere you go need $$$,
Short of $$ need to find work soon... :)
One more thing..MY STA JALAN RAYA WAS CANCELLED!! due to lacked of ppl to answer who want to go.. I was F****** frustrated.. Nobody even BOTHERED to answer me or sms when I wrote at my msn PM that who is free or not..( I wrote it and leave it like 1 week) nobody respond.. In the end i told Raudah to call it off.. I appreciate RAUDAH's Effort to ask her friends around(mostly sta's girls) Only SHE showed Me that she's interested in this outing, BRAVO Raudah!! thx for helping me(but sorry had to scrap it off).. But others? Heiz.. Nvm forget it!!! Hope next year we CAN GO OUT!! Its A must!!
I Want to do it personally but now i can't..
so yea I(Muhammad Fazli bin Mohd Jamil) want to seek for forgiveness to all of you,(mostly my STA's friends)If I'm ever make mistakes or hurt you with any ways possible(with my jokes or anything) Do forgive me with that sincere heart of yours.. :)

As for problems.. Still have a lot of problems.. HEIZ...need to solve one by one.. :) But if you realise R/S problems will affect you a lot as it affect us(emotionally.
So yea..Recently i like this girl, so yea, she told me to give her time..
So should i wait for her? because i think theres other guys liked her too.. I'm bet she's confused..
should i just backed out?
That's shows my insincerity and i could say i like her a lot so yea probably no.... but I'm afraid she's already like another guy..
But like my close friends said..I should not jump into conclusions..
So yea.. I think i will wait and see her response but now i feeling like clapping with one hand..
But in the other hand, she do want me to give her time, so i respect her decision and already tried putting myself on her shoes..
SO let see how it goes right? :)



Quote of the day
~ Sometimes its good to follow your heart rather than follow your decisions or your head because that's where a really good decision is being made. :)

Yours Truly,
Mr Fazz :)
Love this song.. :)
By who? find it urself.. BLUEK...
E lyrics is meaningful..for me that is.. :)


I watched the whole thing fall
And I never saw the right man was on the wall
If I don't land
Days were slipping past
That the good things never last
That you were crying

Summer turned to winter
And the snow it turned to rain
And the rain turned into tears upon your face
I hardly recognized the girl you are today
And god I hope it's not too late
It's not too late
'Cause you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When your worlds crashing down
And you can't bear to fall
I said, babe, you're not lost

Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you've gone crazy
But you're not
Things have seem to changed
There's one thing that's still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly fly fly away

'Cause you are not alone
And I am there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When the worlds crashing down
And you can not bear to crawl
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost


Mr Fazz signing Off with Love, Peace and Respect.. :)


Sunday, October 26, 2008

Saturday outing..

Hola guys TODAY...Met up with my brothers..LONG TIME never see them..
Finally able to catch up with each other lifes..
Everybody has their problems..
So yea firstly Went dating with FAIRUL!! hahas..
Went to Arab st Had MURTABAK..then we had a LONG talk with him..
Then went to bugis do some window-shopping and some shopping..
Finally bought something I bought Tees and bermudas.. :)
Then aiman and ryan called..So decided to met them at jurong east at about 6..
DISTURB MY DATE WITH FAIRUL ONLY!! hahahahas..
So yea in the end we end up at a coffeeshop to watch Man Utd vs Everton..
Poor performance by Man Utd..It was
a draw.. Heiz...

then fairul went home because he got some stuffs to attend at home So Aiman,ryan and Myself
Went to Mac at bukit batok..
From there we really sit down and catch with each other lifes..
I really Feel so relieved as they gave me a lot of advice on my problems..
THANKS A LOT BROS!!! I hope OUR FRIENDSHIP LAST..

5YEARS and still in counting.. :)
I already treat you guys like my own siblings.. So do tell me if you got any problems AITE!!
AND THANKS FOR SENDING ME HOME... :)


Ryan And ME.. :)
Aiman, FAI and ME!! (friendship light)


Secondly, Yea Thx for telling me that..
I respect your decision and one thing i feel like i been invading your privacy space by keep disturbing u(sms and Calls).
I do feel guilty sometimes(trust me i feel it)
I hope i be able to be there for you if you need somebody to talk to..
I willing to lend both of my ears to you. I also promise myself to give you TIME to rebuild yourself.
I also can feel your uncomfortableness when you talked to me at the phone.
Talk and share with me when you are ready because i will be waiting for that moment.. :)
So that's why i gonna give you TIME to build yourself stablably,
I will be waiting for you right here..
I do got feelings for you... :)
Yea ITS YOU.. :) (you knoe who you are)

I Be waiting FOR U :)

Potential Model huh?
Ok till here.. Mr Fazz signing Off with peace, Love And respect.. :)
Quote of the day ~ Friendships is so fragile, It may takes years to know each other but it can just took One minute to destroy the friendship.. :)

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Thursday, Oct 23 :)

Hola guys, Listening to music everlasting love, I really love that song(just got it last 2 days) :) Ok so how's school today? It was okay, maths module is quite easy I able to cope with it. Overall it was okay..
Suppose to go for a STA TALK but somehow I never go. 30 C.E points 10 MORE to Go!!! Come on Fazz you can do it..JIA YOU!! hahas :)

So continue about life...Lifes is full of decision, You do make bad and good decisions, Bad decisions give you experience so you will not repeat it again while good decisions you make is good.
So be wise and do make your decisions carefully but remember don't make it too long because life will not be waiting for us..
So the decision(the major ones) will affect your life, don't make your decision too quick do analyse the consequences. But remember You MAKE THE DECISION

Ps: Need to go out wit her soon!! :)

YOUR LIFE PATHWAY( Taken and edited by me)

Mr Fazz signing Off with LOVE,PEACE AND RESPECT

Quote of the day:

Life is like a pathway, so do choose your path correctly and wisely because if you choose the wrong path you will end dissappointed and regretful. :)

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Is life Fair? You decide..

Hola guys,

Ok i'm blogging during class...SO boring...Modules getting more and more boring..I dunno i just find it bored even though with my favourite module(which is communications). Ok so i want to blog about life(overall)

So Life..What is life? Life has its beginning and has its end. Its up to you to determine what you want to experience in the middle. All human experience their lifes with ups and downs. Most people love the ups and nobody likes the down. I also notice people are happy with their lifes. But I guess I'm not one of them..
I feel tired sometimes(Not physically) Sometimes i wish the time would just paused for me and let me catch up with what i need.
I realise that this life won't just stop and i still have to carry on with life. Sometimes lifes is unfair, in fact lifes is unfair..its difficult to be explain But i guess you guys understand.
I also notice from my friends blog's they are also unhappy and have a low-self esteem(can see from the post) even though they say that they are okay.
Lifes need to carry on.
I hope you guys got the will to strengthen yourself and go on with life because it won't stop for us.
I hope I can find something that will able to make my life more meaningful to me.


Now I got this something for Jazz, Although i kinda like Jazz last time, But Now I LOVE IT. Thanks to her and my friends(who gave me the songs)..My voice is not that good to sing Jazz songs..in fact not suitable..hahas.. But seriously this songs do keep me relax and chilling out when at home. :)



LIFE HAS ITS PATHWAY So continue walking.. :)

P.S: To my friends, I'm not sad nor happy(neutral), I'm okay..seriously.. :)

TO NAZ, BRO ALL E BEST FOR UR O LVLS MATHS AITE.. :)


Ok Till here Mr Fazz signing off with love, peace and respect!!

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Thinking of someone

Hello guys...Just blogging now at 12.47am...I'm thinking of someone..
I'm so worried for that someone..I just can't sleep so decided to blog..hehes.. :)
But one thing i dunno why this is happening,
My heart keeps beating so fast like my it want to come out from my body when I'm thinking that somebody this is the first time i felt that in my heart beating so fast,
Is there any meaning behind it?
btw I hope she's okay..I gonna respect her privacy but i really hope she's fine.. I just can't stop worrying about her.
Hope She's already sleep..
Talk to me soon aite.. :)

Yours Lovely,

Mr Fazz :)


Sunday, October 19, 2008

Friday/ Saturday(long post) :)

Hey3...Hola Friends!! I'm feeling so great right now blogging...hahas dunno y...TOMMOROW RP HAS A THERMOMETER CHECK!! Omg We even received msg about having a thermometer check tommorow..I suddenly feel so secondary schools...I want to say that This week can be called the best week in my life... :) ok..so what about My halloween party and My date? hmm..
  • HALLOWEEN PARTY(friday)
  • A date.. hehes.. :)(saturday)
So How was the halloween party? It was Fun and cool as i can see a lot of different types of costumes..It just nice..We got a schoolgirl(which is male), George bush, saddam husein and many more..but the most is JOKER(a lot of jokers)..
I probably think that becoming a joker is easy because you just paint ur face then you can be one.. ahahas..
So it was fun until I LOSE My wallet...After a while i realise i dropped my wallet..(I think i drop it when i was body surfing..) so suddenly i got no mood to party and keep looking at the floor to find my wallet..and most of my friends realise something is wrong with me..
So i told them, some of them make a effort to search it..(I APPRECIATE IT GUYS THANKS!!!) But to no avail..we can't find it..So i like feeling so F***KING STRESS....
I was thinking like tommorow got a date i lost my wallet(A lot $$), then the thinking of reporting to police post(making ic,making new ez-link)
OMG SUDDENLY I FEEL SO STRESSED OUT.. "-.-".. But LUCKILY there's somebody found my wallet..FUHOO!!..because a guy approach me(i think it was chris(a 3rd year sta guy)) He asked me whether it was me who lost my wallet?
I said yes and he said somebody found it..
I WAS LIKE ALL OVER THE MOON!!! But it was a moment i will never forget in my life.. Overall the party was okay.. :)

So how's my saturday? Went out with her... :), SHE WAS LATE...hahas..it was okay.. :) The date was cool and awesome..We had laughters and laughters and LAUGHTERS!! hahas..
We went to Bugis..
Luckily the rain stopped..if not my plan was spoilt, so one thing when we went to grab a bite..Coincidentally saw her sis and her best friends..hahas...Such a coincidence*, keep bumping to her friends but it was okay..I'm cool with it(moral of the story: SINGAPORE IS SMALL).. Then during the date, her friends was like asking her to join them to chill out with them(by smsing her)..
But i really appreciate it because she still able to refuse and carry on with the date.. hehes :) THANKS :)
Then one thing that added that's really nice is that when you know the singapore river bridge was filled with colours..
We were like memerised by the colour and the Beautifulness(it was just awesome)IT WAS SUPER COOL AND NICE(LIKE RAINBOW) :) PICS coming in soon kies...Overall I really enjoy my outing with HER!!! :)
I WANT TO GO OUT AGAIN SOON!!(with her kies)..But her next week is packed...Sheesh.. :(

"We are discussing"Plz don't disturb

HER SCANDAL!! ARGH!! hahas :)

"The Colourful and the Beautiful bridge"

DOUBLE CHOCOLATE PLZ..:)

Finally a GOOD PHOTO!! :)

Okay till here..Mr Fazz Signing off with LOVE, PEACE AND RESPECT!!! :)
Quote of the day

~The affections are like lightning: you cannot tell where they will strike till they have fallen.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Happening.. :)

Hola Guys!! How's school? Today everything went great.. At class was attentive all the way till finish..Today's maths was quite easy and easy to understand it..So after school Had this music workshop by EMP(IG) It is conducted Last tues,wed,today and Next tues..
So what have we learn? TO USE GARAGEBAND..The structure of music composition and many more... :)
The studio equipments are just OOBER COOL..hahas..
Today had a lot of friendly conflict with my friends when we are composing music, our ideas always clashed and its funny when we don't agree on each other taste of music, overall it was fun.. :)

So what's in store for me tommorow? HALLOWEEN PARTY at RP..fuhoo!! I'm GOING.. :), theres only one problem? Hmm..WHAT TO WEAR??
Looking at my wardrobe and still confused..
No worries i gonna wear something tommorow.. :)
It will Just gonna be awesome..
N saturday gonna be another great day too.. :)



Ok then till here, Mr Fazz signing Off with PEACE,LOVE N RESPECT!! :)

Quote of the day

~ The end of today is a experience, so be happy till the day end, Tommorow is a different story so be prepare for the surprises.. :)

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

14 OCTOBER 08


Hola guys I'm here blogging WIF KAMAL(go my link if you want to see him)at CAFE GALILEE..where? RP cafe..Cool right? this place is quite okay ah..So next time you guys out there that is not RP student but when come Rp go this place for a visit aite? :)

So how's today's class? GREAT... Even though two of my teammates went off but our team able to manage..our ppt also not bad..BTW A SHOUTOUT, LESTER NEXT WEEK DON'T CABOT LAH DEY!!

Ok today's was awesome after school had EMP workshop on how to use garageband(a music software), this software able to make music with just a click of your mouse cool huh? you guys should try too..So where is it? it is at lab i called it a music lab,

The equipments there were just awesome(COOL STUFF I TELL U) you can't get this anywhere except in RP..LOL or one more thing if you got the $$$$..The equipment are soo expensive and to tell you in fact in my future house I wish i could have this type of studio... :)

so yea make a couple of music..

Turns out to be a jazz songs(jason mraz type of song) cool sia...how i wish i have this software at home so i can song-writing at home.. :)


Secondly,

Its kinda a shoutout, I want to say where did you dissappear to? I msg you, you nvr reply?Are you buz? or ppd low? I was worried sick, like how can you just dissappear like that.. :(.I hope you will return soon A.S.A.P.. Btw THIS SATURDAY KIES..hehes.. Alrite then, if you upon to read this post its for you kies.. IMY lah.. :)

That's Me(stop it the POUT) :)

Ok that's it for today, Mr FAZZ Signing off with PEACE,LOVE N RESPECT.. :)

Quote of the day,

Its never too old to learn, so learnt everything that you want to learn and don't be afraid that's is too late.

Monday, October 13, 2008

Hola guys...I blogging when i'm still in class. Today module, enterprise= boring? yea quite but mine group is doing case study on CONDOMS..So not so bad..How to condom able to maintain at the maturity level? because ITS CHEAP AND EASILY AVAILABLE..hahas :) so yea... school was average, went to talk for the sake of CE points, My CE points= 26.. :) 14 more points to go..I so gonna finish it this sememster.

So now, its for somebody..
You don't have to say sorry to me kies for misunderstanding and misperception of me, I know you will feel insecured if you are with me..Don't be kies..N one more thing i and her we got nothing to do with each other anymore but like i said this year i would love to apologise for my mistakes, I already forgiven her and already ask her forgiveness, I also like to take this opportunity to seek for forgiveness to you if i were to make mistakes or hurt you in anyways(you are not cause of my problems definitely) and I won't make you one(because i will not let you hurt in any ways possibles) :)

Wah my poster at the wall :)

Even Paris Hilton Has my album(apologise) :)So what you waiting for? In stores now :)

I waiting for you..Come and reach for me :)
I'm at the city of TOKYO..hehes :)

I also FALL FOR YOU... :)

Till Here, Mr Fazz Signing Off with PEACE,LOVE and RESPECT.. :) DON'T NAUGHTY2 KIES...hahas...

Quote of the day,

Everybody is equal, Everybody is the same, Everybody deserve an equal chance


Saturday, October 11, 2008

Friday/ Hari raya with My sec frens.. :)


Hola guys...Yesterday Was a GREAT hari raya trip with my friends. I able to seek forgiveness TO everybody!! YES!! :) It was a great trip, as it been a long time we see each other and its great to meet them, catching up with each other's lifes. Its been just GREAT. :) THANKS GUYS 4 THE WONDERFUL OUTING.. :) PICTURES COMING SOON :)

Ok next..
I realised my recent post about people lying has offended somebody. FYI That post i have no intention of offending anybody, its kind of a random thing.
I'm sorry if i have offended anybody. Seriously that post is just to make everybody that's has lied to realise their mistakes because its already HARI RAYA and its time to seek for forgiveness.
I have done mind and i realise it is more worth it than getting hari raya money..
I really satisfied about this Year Hari raya..So those who have not seek forgiveness, Please if you think you have not ask for forgiveness yet..go ask kies... :)

and I visit A FRIENDS BLOG, I feel she's talking about me, Lastly I realise my post when i put my sorrows on it, I tend to hurt people.LET ME GET THIS STRAIGHT I don't TREAT FRIENDS LIKE SHIRT, CLOTHES,
LIKE WEAR, DON'T LIKE I DON'T WEAR..
I APPRECIATE AND LOVE TRUE FRIENDSHIP.. N OF COZ I GOT FEELINGS.. :)
All the conversation we have? 9 HOURS STRAIGHT..Sheesh..Memories.. :)
But You think i want this to happen? No Of coz NOT!! Nvm forget it..
N plz I think I DID say something like this to u, I'm Always blame myself for all the mistakes or the pain I done to others..(Head down*) I'm also already tired..Plz..
I want to move on..



SO LASTLY I WANT TO ASK OR SEEK FOR FORGIVENESS.
FAZZ WANT TO SEEK FOR FORGIVENESS IF I DO MAKE A MISTAKES OR HURT YOU IN ANYWAYS POSSIBLE, I HOPE YOU FORGIVE WITH A SINCERE HEART OF YOURS.. :)


Mr FAZZ signing OFF WITH LOVE, PEACE AND RESPECT.. :)

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Living life to e fullest

Holla guys!! Sorry not to update kies...been buz i guess...am i? hmm...don't think so...Lol so contradicting myself.
This is what i face in my lifes.. Lifes are full of contradictions. Some say you gonna do that but its not actually its not like what you have said.
I know peoples tend to lie because they are ashamed to tell the truth to their friends, but what's the point of lying?

As friends we accept who you are and will always be there for you NOT to laugh at you. So those who reading this..FROM NOW..If you guys are lying and keeping the truth, DON'T BE kies.. Its okay if you make mistakes from the past and are ashamed of it.
WE ARE JUST HUMAN BEINGS..Everybody made mistakes and regret their decisions.

I do learn from my mistakes and i'm not lying about my lifes because from there you can live life to the fullest, you can also see(your friends) that is true to you and really sincere to become your friends. :)

Another thing, I GOT A DATE NEXT SATURDAY..hehes..Excited?hell yeah I am..LoL...with who?where? keeping it a secret..hehes.. :)


Some editted pics

I'm the city information, all you need to know about me is there.. :)

Appear At the magazine call "VOGUE" its a Us fashion magazine(THIS IS REAL,NO JOKE)... :)

Come seduce me baby!! :)

Quote of the day~ Girls are like phones,they love to be talked to and love to be compliment,but if you press the wrong button you'll be disconnected, So be wise not to press wrong button. :)

P.E,(PERSONAL EXPERIENCE)~i always press the wrong button.. :(

Ok TILL HERE Mr Fazz signing off with Peace,Love and Respect :)

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Today..


Hola guys..Firstly how's my day? Heiz...since my parents lazy to go out...so must wait people come my hse..quite number came my house..$$$. But i shocked that a fren of mine SHE GOT $2oo dollars in e first day without gg OUT...OMG...GEEZ!!! I'm SO JEALOUS...EEEEEE... :(
It always bored to attend guest.Somemore those you are not familiar with.But with those you are familiar just EASY.hahas..ok so how?
I would rate my day average..
I was chatting even though the guest already came..hahas..
TODAY, spend my day chatting.. It was great....LAUGHTER ALL OVER...
But overall i learn quite number of lessons. This shows chatting is not really a bad thing..Internet do help a lot in HUMAN INTERACTIONS (one of communication modules) MUAHAHHA..Its shows i learn something kay?
Btw i look at my friends blog all got raya picture...As for me, I did not take a Picture at all...But still got some...once i got dat some..which are from my cousin..I'm so gonna post it.. :)

Ok i promise to talk about My hari raya right? My first day was awesome...I Manage to ask for forgiveness to all my grandparents,parents N lastly my pakcik and makcik..
That's my objective...I COMPLETE IT YAY!!!.. I'm relieved...
But meeting my cousins are just awesome...Long time never see but then saw them and talk with them.. just best..
Btw at my grandparents house get to know one of my LONG/very far cousin...BEAUTIFUL(JAMBU) SIOL!!! I dunno that i have that Jambu long/very far cousins, its like first/twice see them. Being a friendly guy I am..(start a topic to talk), start talking done talking..
hahas at least i know them better,so the qns u guys tinking?am i interested? GUESS SO.. hehes... N dey own me some picture..N promise me to add me at msn...WHERE R U??? FASTER ADD ME LEH...PASS ME MY PICTURE!!! hahas... I'm so dead if they read this post... hahas
DATS Briefly about my first day. :)
Some random pics... ENJOY...

I look so Chubby in this pic, (BELOW), BAD THING...

So quote of the day..(this are lessons i quote i learn that has deep meaning TODAY)
  • The ball is round anything could happen
  • The world does not stop or revolve around me, but i have to follow and revolve around the world. (hurt me quite a bit, But i understand it)
  • lastly, MY PAST IS NOT = WITH MY FUTURE..

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Thx Rayyan... :)

Ok basically this post is just about rayyan(u can find me at his link) Today he really knock my sense up. Ok firstly who's rayyan? he's my best friend for about 5 years already and still in counting. He wrote something for me in his blog, it totally knock me up...Like hes punching me..THX A LOT(A GOOD WAY)..Not sarcastic..kk let me show what he wrote..

To Faz,

I know it sucks being in the situation you're in now..It totally sucks..Really really sucks big time..But then, life still has to go on..There's still plenty left..And you're kinda famous so it's easier for you to find one than for me to find one..
But then, Surya also is not bad what..Maybe she's shy to meet you or she REALLY have commitments to her studies..And you want to force her to meet you when she's seriously studying..?Think about it 1st lahh Faz..Don't be selfish..
Think of her situation too and not yours only..If you want to end the relationship between you two JUST BCOZ she didn't meet you,I got NO FUCKING RESPECT for you arhh..U can either forget her or try to give her more time to reveal herself so that you'll know more about her..
Forget her and be EMO for the rest of the semester..ORGive her a chance to finish her studies and get to know more about her..I think you just knew each other for about a month plus..?And you wanna get in a serious relationship..?Dream on lahh bro..!Couples need to know more about each other so that their relationship can last longer..Yahh..
My advice to you is to seek forgiveness from her and continue to develop your relationship with her..So that you can know her better..IT'S YOUR CHOICE FAZ..!NOT MINE..!
Good luck bro..

Yours truly,
Ryan

THANK YOU A LOT RAYYAN, Don't worry I'm not emoing.. It just that i feel insulted if really I am cheated and lied* bcoz I don't want to be cheated or lying. If really shes is like what u said, i guess i'm e biggest loser in the world. But if she really lie* I am e biggest idiot in the world. But i really appreciate ur concern really seriously. I can't thank you enough and i hope our friendship will last long. Lifes has its ups and downs right? yea i knoe..everybody face it. BTW I'm NOT POPULAR OR FAMOUS OK!! I don't like it if u say I'm famous, everybody is e same, if u r a best fren of a famous ppl u r also famous. :)


Ok GIRLS WHO VISIT MY BLOG..N STILL SINGLE!! I TELL U RAYYAN WILL ROCK UR WORLD..HES SWEET,KIND,UNDERSTANDING,HE WILL BE THERE IF U NEED HIM AND MANY MORE..ALL U WANT IN A GUY..HES A COMPLETE PACKAGE..SO WHAT U WAITING FOR? GO MY LINK AND KNOW HIM..SERIOUSLY*

Fazz signing OFF with PEACE, LOVE N RESPECT...N THANKS A LOT RAYYAN THIS POST IS FOR U!!

Hari raya Eve/ Hari raya

Hello guys!! Finally got some time to blog abt my Hari raya eve N hari Raya. Ok how's my hari raya eve? IT WAS E WORST IN MY ENTIRE LIFE, why?
  • My mother's wallet was stole($$$ GONE)F***
  • Fought with that someone
  • One incident that pissed me off(Pt geylang)

Theres many more that make it e worst hari raya eve.But this are the major things. Heiz...But life has to continue right?

Firstly, when my mother went home from work in the morning. She told me her wallet was stole at the market. I was sleeping Than I WOKE UP STRAIGHT, Cursing the pickpocket already. Somebody open her handbag and took the wallet, N it all happen like 10 sec or less, depending on my mother story. I was like F******* Pissed off n my mother said that a malay women took it she tink. Inside her wallet got a lot of $$$ and it was stolen. IT WAS LIKE WDF!!! HARI RAYA EVE STILL WANT TO STEAL? F**** The money she stole will BE NOT BE HALAL, N E food she but with that money will all choke her to death. STUPID PPL. I cannot feel sorry enough for my mom, Never happen before. So went to report and The police say no need to report..WTH? my mom say the police ask her just do her ic in one week time. Heiz...But luckily like in the afternoon somebody went to our house N leave a note saying somebody found her wallet. It was left at e shop, so we went to the shop and the shopkeeper gave us back. BUT $$$ was not there..F****, but luckily all the card was there. HEIZ...

So GUYS OUT THERE BE CAREFUL KIES DURING THIS HARI RAYA, TAKE CARE OF UR BELONGINGS!!

Secondly, FOUGHT AGAIN, I think theres no hope this time, even we back together, i think the misunderstanding will just arise again and we will be fighting again.As for her, i can get really well with her, but this conflict just is the main problem.It was probably right, I and her got two different lifes, but At first i thought opposites attract, TIME prove me otherwise. I am very tired of R/S already.If the opportunity comes then maybe i will seized the chance.The only way to solve the conflict is that I want to meet her personally!!! So we can settle it. I want to see whether she meant what she said. But i dunno when it will happen. She's said soon, but when? She's too devastated as i am to meet me..Heiz..ok enough lah kies...U hurt me so much and i hurt u so much. I think we just cannot carry on. :(

Lastly, went to geylang i think i can offsets my sadness. But i guess it make it worst. Geylang was drenched with RAIN. OMG what an hari raya eve. It was super duper packed. One incident that pissed me off, it was raining right? so i carry my small bro and cover his body with cloth and and hankerchief on his head. Firstly as expected everybody thought it was my son. I received a lot of bad impression stares. Ok, so walked pass this family, than the girl (i tink was 11-12) shes says to her sister, Hey, kakak(sis) his son is so funny.She was refering to me. Than i just stare her till i turn my head.I was fu****** piss, firstly it is not my son, N what pissed me off, what is SO FUNNY? I do that so i can protect my small bro from rain right!! STUPID SIA...I guess shes still immatured* cannot blame that*..heiz..Than a lot things happen pissed me off.

Overall IT WAS ONE OF THE WORST HARI RAYA EVE!!..

But hari raya, it was a blast* i think i just said it next time till here MATES...
Fazz want to say SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR N BATIN...Fazz signing off with peace love and respect..

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