Is it A mistake?

Holla guys...Fazz is Baccccckkkkkkkk!!
hahas..like it or not I'm back..

ok guys...how was school? Had an average normal day at school.

As for IG, I did not went to school during thursday, Had an important meeting where i should make a band.I feel like wasted*, had i know i would come on that day. So i hope i can make my own band at RP and hope we can represent RP..Dreams Of becoming a SINGER..hahas...Am i still dreaming? Or can i be? My friends you know the answer.. :)

I'm still missing w25M (my ex-class), HOPE we can chill out soon after the fasting month. hehes :)

I just want to show u something that she wrote for me*

Here it goes..

On a uneventful day, got to know one of this guy. It was love at first sight. He deserve my love but I got too much commitment. Studies comes first. Relationship is secondary. It does not matter where I do or do not have a boyfriend. After a lot quarreling,conflicts and misunderstanding, I guess its time I let him move on and forget me. I already forgiven him. He's one of a kind. I salute him for his behaviour and attitude. He takes care of his siblings. All their needs. Has a wide circle of friends. An educated boy with a bright future. He has a right to choose his girl. I felt guilty, going home every afternoon chatting with him depriving him for his studies but he always makes me feel as if I'm not in the wrong. I don't regret anything. I enjoyed myself. May God bless him.
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But on one day, 21 Sep, it happen. The words you say and the way you say it was like a knife as it pierce through my heart and leave a deep scar there.
We've start a fresh and let bygones be bygones..
picture a situation where a boy has to choose one of out two girls,
one, a girl he knows for more than 2 weeks but not have met
two, a girl he knows recently but have met.
He claimed that he love me, and I do love him, but today, all my hopes were dashed.
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I hope he picks the right one. I'm not asking for much. I just want him to make the right decision. He's concern about me. Now I know where the line separates me and him. He knows how I felt when he broke the news. But I have to put on a mask to not tell him directly how I felt.
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Sometimes I'm funny, sometimes I'm sad. Sometimes I'm serious, sometimes I'm relax. But most imporantly I'm not insolent or rude to him. I respect him for who he is, not for what he has. I admire his success and I know I'll be able to do the same.
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To the lucky girl, if you are reading this, please take care of him and please don't play with his feelings. Be appreciative you've got a guy like him.
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May God Bless You, Favourite Boy.

Yours lovely,

Surya

Sweet right? I knoe its difficult,Is a mistake to let her go? U be the judge...

Fyi: i have not yet make a decision*

Fazz signing Off with LOVE,PEACE AND RESPECT... :)

Yesterday/Today

Hello Guys...HAD A BAD YESTERDAY!!!THE WORST OF MY LIFE SERIOUSLY!!How abt today? I'm okay and i just want to tell to all my friends that asked me whether i'm okay or not? I'm okay kies..All i need is to sit down,think and after a while i will be okay..I just need to settled down. ANYWAE THX FOR ASKING and I know you guys are very concern about me.THANK YOU(from my bottom of my heart) I REALLY APPRECIATE IT!!

Yesterday

• Went to Super Import Night with my best frens (a Carshow)
• Had a Conflict(involve Both parties Heart)

Today

• Today had the worse presentation at school
• Conflict solved*

Yesterday went to Super Import night, At singapore expo.A lot of things happen while we are going there.A small girl that always smile at me(i think shes like me)HAHAS..Well what can i say.. Another one is A crazy guy happen to be at a same train, My friends and I feel so uncomfortable but heck. Anyway it was quite a lot number people go for that motorshow. 10 BUCKS for the entry. But it was worth it. THE CARS ARE JUST AWESOME..FERRARI(My dream car),LAMBORGHINI, LOTUS and many more.. Another thing is THE MODELS!!!hahas...Got Snap some pictures of them..FUH!!WICKED!!hahas...PICTURES WILL COME SOON...

So CONFLICT? Yea had this conflict with someone that make my heartbroken because i break her heart and also break my heart at the same time. I learn Relationships are so fragile and MIND what you say. So what did i quarrel about? Keeping it confidential. Only close friends know. Anyway I feel so Weak and Cheated yesterday, I never feel so dissapointed and devastated in my life so much.Overall Yesterday was the worst day of my life.So many things come into my head. So that's about it :(

TODAY

Today?I had no Mood to study but i force myself to school and try my best to show to my friends my good side even though i feel so helpless and tired*. Some noticed, but i just give that happy smile. THOSE WHO ARE CONCERNED I writing it here so u guys PLZ don't ask me what happen. Since i got no mood, My studies are quite affected and I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT THE F*** about today module. As a result my group presentation was the shortest and i think it was the worst because i never feel so unprepared in Presenting.It was one of the worst.

Conflict solved? I think we gonna start afresh and leave everything behind.I hope I can find answers soon.I Also Hope i can meet her soon. Just to say ILY..But I don't think it gonna happen that soon.She busy, Now chatting with my favourite Gal. So yea that's about it.

Dear friends,

Thx for the concern, I love and appreciate it a lot(SERIOUSLY I'm not kidding) WHAT FOR FRIENDS FOR RITE?(you would hav ans) I know. SO I very blessed I got Friends like you guys. Fazz signing OFF WITH LOVE, PEACE AND RESPECT.

Quote of the day,

WORDS WILL SHOW WHO YOU ARE, SO BE REALLY CAREFUL WITH WHAT YOU SAY.

Yours Truly,

Fazli :)

MSN LAGGING....

HOLLA GUYS!!! How u guys been doing? TAG UR ANS at my tagboard...hahas...I'm doing fine.I had a quite a good saturday...except one thing...MY INTERNET LAGGING LIKE HELL!!!...E END RESULT? I CANNOT CHAT WITH MY FAVOURITE GAL..and I make her worried,I'm sorry kies to make u worried.I knoe U Miss me...IMY too...

I'm so sad and depressedIs all

I want to do is rest

I go to sleep at night

But my dreams,I just can't fight

I think of you lying in that bed

And wonder if there is anything

I could have saidI wish you were still here

But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know

I just wish you didn't have to go

I just want one more day with you

And I know thats what you would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day

There is so much more we had to say

I know I will see you again

But my life is just started to begin.

Yours Lovely,

Fazz(Your Dear,Pumpkin,Bucuk Bacin,Sayang,Prince,Darling)

That's all folks..As for school..I had a great class N looking forward to go to school. TOMMOROW IS SUNDAY!! I GOING OUT with my Frens to a car and motorshow..FUHOO!!!hahas...I can't wait for tommorow..Ok guys...Fazz signing Off with Love,Peace and Respect!!

FALL FOR YOU...=)

School was great Today except My facilitator Today heiz...I was caught talking,caught Msn-ing,Sleeping N many things. I FEEL SO LIKE MY SECONDARY SCHOOL DAYS...hahas..
But overall it was great...What a great day at school i love it.Today's module also not bad..BUT WE END LATE heiz...AT 5 then we end class..FYI IT Was like super late..

I am chatting wif her now...Having fun*...I just wanna SAY U ADDED COLOURS TO MY LIFE!! N THANK YOU VERY MUCH DEAR,STRAWBERRY,SAYANG,DARLING!!!ILY...=)

The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart.

N

I love you, not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.



THIS IS FOR U BABE!!

So that's it about today...still chatting with her right now...Gonna update again tommorow..ANYWAY THX TO THOSE BEEN READING MY BLOG..THANK YOU..FAZZ SIGNING OFF WITH LOVE,PEACE AND RESPECT..=)

I'm tired...When is it gonna end?

OK back to blogging...
Simply had quite a long things happen Yesterday.Heiz...
POINTS(yesterday)

~I had Sound reinforcements workshop(emp)
~MY IC BREAK INTO HALF(F***)
~Mini Conflict(but its okay now)

OK firstly i start with the good news, I had the music workshop recently.It was effing Fun.NOT EXACTLY..There are so many wires and cable around,the turntables,the mixer and the speaker.I had terrible memory for putting wires and cable into the mixer.Overall it was fun,MUSIC ROCKS!!But one more thing Luckily after the lessons I learn something that is good..
~DON'T MESS WITH WIRES AND CABLES!!

Secondly My IC(identification card) BREAK into pieces.=(,I was scold like hell!!My parents scold me like nobody business.They say I'm boy who don't know how to take care things and how in the future i gonna take care my stuffs?Heiz..I notice it just today.I was like f***king mad and got no mood.I don't know how in the world it can break into pieces and how should i know it can break.For me i think IC are difficult to break but somehow it break.N THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON,i don't want it to break,but it just happen..Heiz..No MOOD Alr.

Lastly I went online,Hoping theres someone that can cheer me up.I thought i could share the problem with someone(u knoe who u r)but only to find out that it make it worse.Something happen(i don't wish to say it)I feel very sad and dissapointed.I'm guessing I came into your life at the wrong time.But y?y? u call me dat? I don't want to be that in your life,I want to be somebody more,somebody special perhaps.
But yea i don't wish to pressurise you now because it would affect your study and like you said let nature takes it course.What i think I should do now is just keep quiet,let u finish your study first than maybe I would come into your life,It would be better for u i guess because i want u to excel in your studies.That's is my main goal,I always pray for U and ur studies.Again like you said let be bygones be bygones,Let forget and forgive.I just wanna you to know I have already forgiven you.I also want you to be yourself when chatting up with me.Don't feel awkward just be yourself.Ok That's about it.
Lastly I Would like to say

It's not who you are to the world, it's who you are to me. It's not how many times I say I love you... it's how much I really do

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Overall I HAD A BAD AND ROUGH DAY YESTERDAY...But IT JUST LIFE RITE?


So yea..thx 4 reading..Fazz signing off with love,peace and respect..=)

Quote of the day

~True love is not how you forgive, but how you forget, not what you see but what you feel, not how you listen but how you understand, and not how you let go but how you hold on.~

Back to blogging...

Holla My Friends!!I'm back in business.Fuh,What a semester to start with.I just got a lot of things in mind i would like to talk here...=)Its been quite a while i have not blogged.Sorry..I will updating now.
Oukay i just been summarising the points i wanna talk.

~My new class!!
~Miss my 1st sem class!!
~Emp Workshops..(nothing much)
~A new gal..(winks*)hahas..

Ouhkay..
Firstly..Mostly My friends obviously asking how am i doing at my new class?So yea heres your answer.I am doing Great at my new class.Its been very good and my new classmates are just so fun and lively.The atmosphere at the class never could be better.I love it.Everybody is so friendly and i already can sense us being like a family.The difficult thing i face is that I think my new class is very competitive than my first semester.Everybody in my class is very engaging and they will ask a lot of question to answer their doubts.THIS MAKES me Very difficult to get A grade..hahas..NVM so what? I LOVE the class.SO yea..thats about it.Lastly i wanna add,PLZ DON'T ask me where is my class?
I am so irritated guys..FYI I'm AT E36R..REMEMBER DAT!!!

Secondly,
I miss my first semester class BADLY.W25M Rock my socks MAN!!!.I Hope we can just hang out together,maybe after my fasting finish..hehes..I also want to know how you guys doing btw.I wish all the best for you guys out there and if there are problems or someone to talk with, I willing to listen kies? I hope you guys just enjoy ur class And WE SHOULD HAVE A CLASS OUTING AFTER FASTING MONTH ENDS!!!I REALLY Hope we have one.I miss all the laughter..My adik(hehes) and everyone else(too many to name)
Ok then..

Thirdly,
Emp workshops are starting..Fyi Emp is my ig(interest group) Electronic Music Production.I hope When i attend my workshop i be able to understand and gain the knowledge they teach me.I hope i can use it for the future and Be a DEEJAY SOON!! hahas..So yea theres about it for emp, For my another ig which is Jammerz arena, I never hear about it..I hope we will have a camp soon and will form up our Bands.I am looking forward to it!!

And lastly,
Fuh..This gal added me up at msn N damn we just Clicked.We just talk till we stop(like DUH)I just wanna say that its just 5 days we know each other but i already like know her like years.She just got that something that i like.Shes very understanding and very outgoing and that is the factor I'm am looking in a girl.She Also appreciate my lame jokes sometimes..HAHAS..OK LAME!!So yea I think just fall for her already but i don't want to rush this things.Just remember I will GO through and thick with u and may we solve all our problems.At this point of moment we are just friends.I cannot wait to meet with HER!!Very excited!!
Ok..I hope we can meet up soon.U have just stole my heart away!!
Phom raak khun..=)

This is the picture of her..=)


This is the picture of me..=)(LOL)


Okay than..TILL HERE..FAZZ SIGNING OFF WITH LOVE,PEACE AND RESPECT!!

Quote of the day
~ You are the sunshine of my life! Thanks for brightening
my world with the warmth of your Love...

A new beginning(MUST READ!!)

HOlA guys...Today i woke up and i knew and realised I have to move on with life.
Life Won't stop for me.Since its the start of a fasting month,I had do a lot soul-searching and answers all the questions that needed to be answer.
It was kinda great.
I know that Moving on is essential, but the time of me to move on is Now.Yesterday Had A Long Chat with my best friend,Fairul(2nd featured Fren)LoL.
He share his problem while I shared mine.His advice really knocked me up,Thx Fai.=)I just wanna say,I gonna forget about her,N its time to move on.
Girls are everywhere,just like fai says,At Rp,frenster and many more..LOL,Its just for me to make a decision or not.
SO i make a decision,thats to forget her and treat her as friend.So yea,no point wasting time when the other party don't want to budge.
But if I were given a chance to be able to love her,I would love her,would not hurt her in any ways possible.If being able to change her and be part of her life,Its already a blessing for me in disguise.
Ok enough about e Mushy2 stuff..

TIME TO MOVE ON..
If you guys can see,My friends all have said don't be sad2 and live the life to the fullest.I really Appreciate you guys,I just wanna say I have move on!!
SO don't worry too much.I won't let a girl bring down my life That Much.I'm still too young to be affect by this relationship stuffs.
So I'm guessing i'm letting Nature takes its course,If theres a girl I really like and She would have the same way,then maybe i would seized that opportunity but if theres no one..I would Stay SINGLE i guessed..LoL
So I would like to say that TODAY IS A NEW BEGINNING FOR ME..Srsly..
From today onwards I would enjoy life to the fullest just like the last time before she came..
So yea..Moving On.
Enjoying every second of it..
Lastly i would like to SAY A BIG MILLION THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT HAVE HELP ME LISTEN TO MY PROBLEMS AND GAVE ME ADVICE IN SOME WAYS!!REALLY!!GEES THANKS..I hope i can repay you guys By HELPING YOU GUYS IN SOME WAYS..
I'm just wanna say THE OLD FAZLI IS BACK!!hahas..=)

A QUOTE by Myself
~LIFE IS A JOURNEY,You do Make stupid and wrong Decisions
But its up to you to change it
and stand up after Each of your Mistakes

Fazz signing off with LOVE,PEACE AND RESPECT!!